lilyanndull's blog

My biological father molested me until I was in the third grade.  I have little memory of it, but it haunts me everday.  I feel like a small child stuck in an adult body.  I am scared of everything because everything can cause harm.  I hurt on a regular basis, and most of the time I don't know why I am hurting.  With all the hatred I have for the man who has turned me into this lack of a being I tend to find men who treat me like he did.  I only sleep with guys who tell me I am ugly and stupid and who tell me I am worthless.  I slept with one guy for a year and a half even though he told me